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2009-07-15T17:59:00.003+08:00

loving you right from the start ,
waiting for you right from the start ,
i never once regret before ,
never once say its wasting my time .
why do you have to hurt me so much ?!
when you need someone to talk to ,
i'm there for you , why do you have to hurt me .
you know how long i've waited .
WHY MUS YOU DO THIS TO ME !
WHY MUS YOU HURT ME SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!
WEI NI FU CHU DE YI QIE ,
I NEVER ONCE COMPLAINT ABOUT IT .
CAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU .
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS HURTING ME ?!

FCUK UP LIFE ! .

2009-06-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

Helping my cutie pie to post.

Cos he too lazy le ! Slap his face.
Anw, if there's ppl viewing this blog, tag lah, mai zao :X LOL.
Probably no ppl viewing :X
Cutie pie dun sad . LOLOL.

Okays, end here, BYEEEEEEEEEE !

- ziya -

2009-06-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

come post ler .
quit job ler . lol ! haha .
well . . dont wanna work at this type of ppl de company . (:
now in msn talking to ziya again . .
sian . . idk what to do . . .
mind think de is all you . .
hao xiang qu zhao ni rang hou bao bao ni . . ):

girl, i miss you . .
i wanna hug you tightly in my arms . .

2009-06-10T21:50:00.003+08:00

come post ler .
Happy 18th Birthday To ME !!!! XD
thanks for all who wish me happy birthday. .
first one to wish me happy birthday was Zi Ya ! xie xie ni la !
second was Mao Shuang . .
third was Wei Yang . .
Fourth was Ger. .
and Last one Yi Ching ! LOLS thanks you all .
but i think i only have 1 present ? LOLS
haha . . then in the middle of the night cannot sleep .
so bang wall ._. so tired . . x.x
now msn-ing with ziya . . hahas . .
well for those unpleasent things i shall not post it up .
end here bye ~

girl, i love you .

2009-06-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

simply hate that cbk (:
fuck off far from me .
end bye .

ihyfhmsm

2009-06-05T12:26:00.004+08:00

why are you so unfair to me?
why are you always being like this?
why are you treating me like this ?
i did so much for you . .
why are you always treating other guys better than you treat me?
why are you always throwing me attitude . .
why are you always hurting me . .
wei ni zuo de yi qie dou shi yin wei wo ai ni . .
but why . . why are you doing these to me . .
hai . . . why must you be like this . .

ihyfmmc, ihyfhm, ihyfbsctog . .

2009-06-03T14:28:00.003+08:00

EVERYTHING ALSO MY FAULT .
FROM THE START TILL THE END ALL MY FKING FAULT .
NO MOOD TO POST . END BYE .

come update my post ler . .
now talking to my precious . .
just wanna say . .
mao shuang . i didnt say i want to break with you in audi .
so dont put words in my mouth say i want break . thanks (:
since you already split up . nothing more i wanna say liao . x)
and . lester stop all your nonsense . ng zi ya is mine !
GET IT ?! STOP CALLING HER DEAR ALL THAT AND FUCK OFF ! THANKS MAN !
ng zi ya . i fucking love you la . i waited how long he waited how long .
mai compare please ~ .
i waited going 2 years of course cant give up . -.-
diaos . end here ba? nothing to post liao . bye bye ~

WO AI SI NI LER .

2009-06-02T22:24:00.009+08:00

hehes today so happy ~
morning practice with my precious audi couple dance ~
then at around 11.25am i go create wedding room ~
then first try left 1 perfect D: cannot pass at first try sobs. .
then second try i totally cannot perfect at all . . failed again .
third try finally we pass ! x.x LOLS hahas . .
finally my ANDZHU is married to my precious -SHAZHU- xD
so happy la !!!!!!! hehes . .
then just now didnt know hp bo batt . .
so never reply my precious de sms . . ):
sorry my precious . . jiu rush in audi to find my precious . .
sorry nor my precious . . i know i noob . . ):
been trying very hard to improve ler . . D:
now in msn talking with my precious ~
hope my precious wont angry ler ~ muacks i love you 184 !

alright ~ pictures time ~

wedding de room ~ LOLS :D

wooo ~~~ passed our wedding ~ x3

Our love license ~ ><

my precious baby i will treasure you . .
i will be good to you de . .
i love you forever . .
nothing gonna change my love for you . . *muacks*

2009-05-31T23:00:00.002+08:00

come post ler . .
well . . today have to pangseh my precious . .
due to something happened again . . hai . .
i really didnt want to pangseh you de lo . . :(
hai . . then quarrelled with my precious . .
i really dont know what to do ler . .
sianed . . precious de internet sot again . . hai . .
what to do now ? bored . . alone . . hah . .
i really dont know how to describe those feelings . .
just feel like crying now . . hai . .
dont know what to blog ler . .
feel damn low now . . end here ba . . bye . .

i am sad . :'(

2009-05-30T21:43:00.002+08:00

come here post ler . .
very tired ):
miss my precious many many ! x(
today went back home for awhile . .
in the end kena drag dao now . .
well . . i got nothing to say . . (:
hah . . hmm . . then went to eat dinner . .
after that go see shoe . . in the end bo buy . .
now talking in msn with my precious nor . . hehes
my precious tml going her uncle house D:
can i go too? :x LOLS
i wanna see my precious ! ):
hmm . . nothing to blog ler . .
end here ba . . BYE

MY PRECIOUS !! I LOVE YOU !!! x3

2009-05-29T18:04:00.002+08:00

IDIOT !!!!!!! AHHHHH !!!!!!!!! ask me online you offline ):
humph !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !@!@!#@ angry ler la ! >:/
later going out to eat dinner . .
then come back will update again . .
end here continue later . . bye .

went downtown east for dinner ~
sorry my precious for pangseh-ing you so long ):
sobx . . bu shi bu yi de. . sorry ):
then now rush back pei my precious nor . .
my precious going off ler . . ): !!!
miss my precious alot alot de . .
ate just acia for dinner . . LOL
haha . . then walked around?
see anything to buy for my precious lo . . :x
wanted to buy something but didnt see my precious wear ler . .
so in the end never buy ._. LOL
jiu bus come back ler . .
now in msn chatting with my precious ~ hehehs ~
love you lots narh my precious ~ x333333 !!

precious girl of mine . .
i simple loves you lots !
*muacks* -^3^-v

2009-05-28T13:52:00.005+08:00

why you like that de . . ):
hai . . pei you audi half way you jiu say you go your main . .
after knowing i need go school you like this . .
you also know that im schooling . .
i thought today is friday so didnt go school . .
in the end thur . . at around 4+pm got another test . .
i of course must go back and take test la . . hai . .
nvm . . suan ler . . end here for now . . byebye .

here to continue my update :D
went back to school . .
taken test hah . . well so far school's okay for me (:
what trouble me most was relationships ): !
sobx . . wo bu xiang you zhe zhong fan nao . .
ni zhi dao wo yao gen ni zai yi qi . .
xi wang ni cong ci yi hou bu guan shen me shi fa sheng dou bu yao push wo . . ):
then went to eat mac ! :D mac spicy LOL hehes :P
eat dao face red red ._. hot si wo ler ! LOL
then slacked at expo for awhile . . x.x
sms-ed my precious whole day ! :D
i just enjoy talking to you whole day cause wont sian one xD
even if i spent 24 hours talking to you , pei-ing you also wont bored hehes :P
love you laaaaaaaaaaa x3 xD
then now currently msn-ing with my precious again ! xD
sorry wor my precious . . pangseh you for so long . .
well . . my precious de flu getting worst ler ! :( worry you lots de !!
ni ah . . hao hao de take care of yourself nor . .
must guai guai de eat medi . .
cannot say dont want eat ler ! >:/
LOLS alright . end here ~ Ciaossu !

all i did was to make you smile . .

2009-05-27T16:09:00.008+08:00

woots ! my blog dead for so long !
now im here to update ! hohoho ~
pon-ed school today cause school very boring ! D:
these few days didnt audi ler . . :(
misses audi alot ! :( lols !
gonna audi soon i think ~
pei ziya till she go badminton . .
then i audi awhile till she come back from her badminton . . (:
hehes ! ytd bendan dont know what happen . .
make me used all my strength just to pull him back to bed !%^*(&^%#^ :(
then now in msn chatting with ziya lo ! lol !
sianed . . dont know what to update ler . .
end here first hao ler . . if got more tonight then continue ~
BYEBYE ALL ! :D

ZI YA ! TAKE CARE LOTS !!!!!!
I WORRY DE !!!! TCTC AHH !
-LOVES- :D

continue to update ~
played audi ! hahas..
skills didnt deprove yet improve?
can chain ler . . hoho LOL!
chance also abit stable ler . .
learning level 10 and 11 chance liaos ! :D
hahas . . now msn chatting with ziya lo . .
please dont push ler . . wo qiu ni hao bu hao . .
ni zhi dao wo hen nan guo mah . . ='(
hai . . dont wanna say ler . . end here . .
bye. . .

always loving you ~

2009-04-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

posting time . .
whole day didnt online till now . .
something happened today . .
well i dont wanna say much either . .
all im gonna say is . . you all insult or bully her again . .
i wont stand there watch already (:
well . . will not mention who is that . .
spoils my name reputation (: haha . .
then . . was waiting for glp to finish her lesson . .
wait wait wait . . wait so long . . finally 9.30 !
yay ! miss her lots lots .. now she eating salmon =/
so im here posting after she eat finish can see my post ler . .
i dont like salmon LOL :X hahah . .
okay nothing more to say . . end here . .

i miss you freaking lots .

2009-04-18T23:05:00.003+08:00

maybe this post post chu qu yi hou ni hui shuo yi qie dou shi craps ba . .

well . . guess everything is over . .
i've lost everything . . i never want to lose you . .
i loved you for so long . . you are the first girl i love most . .
i never did so much for a girl before . .
the state that i'm in i did all for you . . .
wo hen nan guo . . zhen de hen nan guo . .
wo bu xiang shu qu ni . . yin wei wo tai ai ni ler . .
since you insists of leaving me . .
i guess its pointless for me to stay on in school . .
if you think i'm a bastard who likes to bark like a dog fine with me . .
if you think i hum ji so be it . .
if you think i only hide behind comp fine with it . .
cause you never never know the other side of me . .
i'm suppose not to go out due to my condition . . but i didnt tell you . .
i dont know what to say either . . i just love you alot . .
i cant forget you . . i need you . . all i did was cry cry cry . .
i really dont know what to do ler . .
i guess . . by tml i wont be around anymore . .
dont know what should i type ler . . end here . .

i never once love a girl so deeply before . .
girl , ily , imy , iny , iwy . . hai . .

2009-04-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

YO SUP ALL ! HAHA :3
dont know which idiot go tag at weiyang de blog wtf .
please la . read properly ! EYES GROW ON BUTT ?! CCB !
FORGET IT ! WTH .

today , went whitesand for lunch .
send ger off to mrt .
she went to bugis to meet my glp .
okay . then went off to downtown east in the evening .
had dinner there . ate many many ice cream .
and also ate durian pancake . ! kekes !
now chatting with my glp . LOL .
fun chatting with my glp .
tho there were quarrels sometimes but i dont blame her . .
cause i blame myself . . ): most impt . i am happy being with my glp .
simply loves you always & forever . .

glp , jiayou for your O level maths this year (:
ily .

2009-04-16T22:22:00.003+08:00

sian . . heard laopo no go school ler . .
feel so sad . . hai . . cannot see laopo everyday ler ):
but in other hand happy? cause those ppl no need find her
then i can fang xin ler . . but i cannot see her again . . hai . .
when . . when can i see laopo again . . dont know how to study ler . .
wallet got pic of laopo . . everyday in class will take wallet out yi bian kan laopo de pic yi bian study . . hai . . course so hard . . if only got laopo beside me everything will turn easy . .
i need you laopo . . x/3 laopo scold me ): sobx sobx . .
i miss you so much . . ):

laopo please dont scold me T.T

2009-04-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

come post ler . .
ytd kena beat . .
head got one cut now . . hai . .
today emo haha alone watch movie . .
hai . . miss her whole day . .
she maybe transfer to other campus if no space . .
pangseh wo ler . . hai . . i guess i will be quitting bah . .
then in train saw weiyang . . dumbass la he . .
sit there sms sms sms . .
i was wearing black cap wear black shirt white jeans . .
he bo saw tio me -.- lol ! hahahahahah . . pa jiao !
aiya nothing to blog le . . end here . .

i miss you

2009-04-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

come here post ler. .
today mc . . laopo no need go school for 2 weeks . .
so i think i will be taking mc for 2 weeks too ! haha . .
i miss laopo so much . . ytd see laopo till so shuang . .
today lehs . . cannot see laopo ): so sad . . hai . .
laopo i want see you again . . please dont pangseh me . .
whole day sian like hell . . missing laopo alot . .
laopo i really misses you. . ):
faster hui lai school. . .
i want xfer course also. . i want same class as laopo. . .
i want protect her dont want let those bastard go near her. . .
i love laopo . .

muacks

2009-04-13T22:29:00.008+08:00

whole day looking at laopo . .
cant take my eyes off her . .
too cute ler . . lols ! xD
then just now in msn make laopo angry ):
laopo dui bu qi . . i really hate him lots . .
so dont want him find you . . i dont know . . hai . .
i regretted . . really regretted alot . . ):
laopo make me run till whole shirt wet . .
cause full of sweat lol . . x.x
well . . everyday will be the same for me . .
cause everyday i will be looking at laopo only . .
i love you alot . .
i will never love another girl . .
cause my love is only for you . .

wanna buy this for laopo soon . . (:

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2009-04-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

hai . . .
i will never be happy again . .
no matter what i want i can never get it . .
i live with sadness . . (:
been waiting and waiting for 1 year plus . .
till i really dont know how long have i waited . . sigh
why i can never be compared to him . .
why cant you choose me for once . .
hai . . dont want post ler . .
the more i say the more i want cry . .
end here . bye .

i can never get my smile back . .

2009-04-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

come here post ler . .
me and laopo ok ler ! so happy ^^
laopo i love you alot alot de !
school starting soon . .
must train everyday 4am wake up ler . .
wanna bring laopo go breakfast ^^ heh . .
i wanna see laopo everyday . . .
wont sian de cause laopo is my everyday life !
x33333333 laopo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
laopo dont leave me forever please . .
stay by me . . T.T
i need you . . .
end ler bye ~

laopo i really love you lots . .

2009-04-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

hai . . why . .
why must you keep hurting me . .
delete delete and delete . .
only makes my life miserable . .
hah . . never eat a single thing since ytd dinner . .
nothing to blog .
everything gone .

ily .

2009-04-06T18:42:00.003+08:00

i didnt change ?
i did . you are the one who make me back to the old me .
if you did not be close or even with other guys .
i won't have become like this .
my leg like this its you also .
everything also you you you you YOU !
if only you let me be your bf WILL I EVEN LIKE THIS?! NO !
i didnt respect you ?
how about you ? did you ever once looked at me ?
i've waited for so long . yet you didnt even tell me that you know i'm waiting .
my attitude sucks ? you made it out .
i told you i don't like it . yet you still do . you re wo de .
if all these didnt happened . i won't even be back to the old me .
well . continue with my post later . end here .

okay . shall continue my post now .
well , seeing my post you will be thinking i blame it all on you .
but im not trying to say its your fault .
im just trying to say what i did was all for you .
even if you didnt need .
i want to do it . hai .
now say . also no use .
everything gone . i have lost everything . hai x/3

girl , ihyfbmh .

2009-04-05T23:04:00.001+08:00

come post ler .
feeling so moody .
i hate this feeling .
seeing the one you like being others ?
it sucks , hai .
i want you , need you , love you ALOT !
why he can have you yet i cant .
how long more do you want me to wait . i need you . .
T.T

end here . feel sad .

2009-04-04T23:42:00.002+08:00

sorry sorry laopo pangseh you ):
didnt want to de . .
i miss you alot laopo !!
miss you love you think of you many many de !
i really want you as my wife . .
i will earn many many money to support you de . .
i will give you happiness de . .
please gen wo zai yi qi ):
i need you freaking lots . .
promise ni i wont reply your sms late anymore . .
im sorry for replying late . . ):
sorry baobei . .
nothing to blog ler . .
tml early morning need wake ler . . ?
think so ? hah . .
laopo i need you . . muacks . .

miss the way you call me laogong ytd . .
miss the way you kissed me ytd . .
i simply love you lots . .

2009-04-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

posting time ~
read her blog . . felt sad?
haiz . . i don't want you to be like this .
makes me very sad you know .
i want to be the one who can have the chance to take care you and your family
and support you and your family in any ways . be it money be it love be it care be it concern
i just want to be there for you . i admit i love you .
i admit was so jealoused when i see you and him together .
i want to be with you . i really wanna have this chance .
but i know i have to wait very long for this chance haiz .
waited for 1 year plus ler . . still need wait . . haiz .
feel very very sad . . each day your like this i felt so sad, scared .
when you are like this really makes me sad . . ):
please don't be like this . .
i really love you alot . . i need you . .

i want to be with you .

2009-04-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

2 days never post ~
here to update ~
was out . but sleepy x.x LOLS feel like sleeping whole day .
me and my gan laopo sms sms sms till morning also sms then jiu . . .
cannot say LOL ;3 if not she skin me alive ):
then now msning with my gan laopo loh .
nothing to do also . . sian sian sian ! everyday so bored .
lols . ok la . end here . byebye .

i love you .

2009-03-30T22:00:00.003+08:00

xin qing hen luan de .
even if ni mei gei ta ji hui ni ye bu hui gen wo zai yi qi de dui mah?
hao nan guo . . wo you ku ler . bu zhi dao liu ler duo shao lei hah .
many many tissue . .
haiz . . what to say ?
don't even know what to blog ler . .
hen bu xi huan ni ba na xie nan hai dou shuo chu lai .
xin you sui ler . .
nothing to say . .
end here byebye . . .

my heart is broken .

2009-03-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

no one is perfect .
the ng zi ya i knew last time has gone .
once again you delete me .
hah . . sad ? or rather heartbroken . .
not feeling well ler , now feeling more terrible .
i attitude? i didn't all i did was just normal talking . .
don't know why you become like this .
that sentence that you said was indeed very hurting . . x/3
wei yang , i hope you will change back to the first you
that i used to know . just received a sms from his mei
his mei say , wei yang told to me tell you good luck in getting
someone as your gf bahs .
zai zhe li , wo gen ni shuo ta shi bu hui jie shou wo de .
ni zi ji zhi dao why . . zai yi qie hai mei wan quan shi qu shi ,
hui lai zhen qu ni de gan qing bah .
kuai dian gai diao ni de attitude okays?
i want you to promise me that you will never give her up .
i don't know if you will be seeing my blog anot .
this is what i wanna say to you .
i've lost to you poh wei yang . ni zai na li ? kuai dian hui lai . .
bie zai rang ni sheng bian de ren dan xin ni ler .
as for her . .
i still will love her like how i used to do . .
nothing will change my love for her . .
end here . byebye .

know's whats ihyfmmc?
its . I Hate You For Making Me Cry . (':

2009-03-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

come post already .
haiz . really don't want gan laopo to go school with other guys .
really will break my heart alot . x/3
if gan laopo go school and go home with other guys ,
i don't want study ler . no mood at all . )':
haiz . i want go school with gan laopo . haiz .
haiz . how i wish i can be with you .
ren bu zhu ler . you zen yang . cant change everything either .
today went to check leg all that . once in awhile needa go .
after that had dinner bought some stuffs . etc etc
jiu come back home online pei my gan laopo ler .
nothing ler bah . end here byebye !

really don't want you go school with other guys . x/3 T.T

2009-03-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

come post ler ! if not gan laopo keep post post post !
today keep drag time wait for gan laopo to come in the end wait bu dao ):
then come back sleep loh since gan laopo never online ):
miss my laopo alot x33 wonder gan laopo got miss me mah .
then now msning with gan laopo . just now finding anime couple pic
saw something very disgusting -.- omg . don't want talk about it liao . LOL x.x
gan laopo thanks for your care . I will get well soon de muacks*
love you many many qing ai de x3
end here ler nothing to blog ler . byebye ~

GAN LAOPO I MISS YOU FUCKING LOTS !!

2009-03-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

posting time ~
hehs !! my gan laopo so sweet to me x3
gan laopo hope we can be sweet sweet to each other forever ;3
i wan gan laopo de kiss lohs ):
hmms, sick ler ): tml must go school buy uni etc etc? D:
school starting soon sad.... but nvm hope can see gan laopo in school !!
I WILL BE MOST HAPPY TO SEE HER x3
I LOVE YOU GAN LAOPO! *MUACKS*
FOREVER LOVE YOU, WANT YOU, NEED YOU, MISS YOU EVERY MINS AND SECS !
LOVE LOVE LOVES MY GAN LAOPOOOOOO !!!!! XD

gan laopo do de ! so sweet x33s

Just For My Beloved Gan Laopo:

gan laopo, i will be there for you no matter what derh .
even if you throw temper at me
i will still be by your side hearing everything,
going through everything with you .
I Promise (:

2009-03-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

here to post ler ! :D
gan laopo today angry me ): then i go emo ):
i very scared gan laopo bu li wo loh . will x/3 de sobx sobx ):
hmm, today same same whole day online with my gan laopo ! ;3
heh . . later then create cube cube come here post first !
don't want my gan laopo wait so long to see my post ;3
GAN LAOPO I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T LEAVE ME OKAYS? ;3

I Love You x3

2009-03-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

hi ! ;3
just finished creating new blog ! :D
new blog, new life, no longer the old me anymore (:
heh ! create this blog to write down our memories
because i don't want to miss any memories of us anymore (:
23 March 2009 x3
I LOVE MY GAN LAOPO! HEH x3
whole day pei my gan laopo ;3
nothing to post already, end here ~

nice ? ;3

My gan laopo make de x3